So yeah. I know that it has been forever since I last wrote anything on here. I have not been doing a whole lot of writting anywheres to tell the truth. I have been busy working two jobs and trying to scrape and save every cent that I can. This summer has been pretty good. It has been one of the busiest of my life. All is going well. Climbing on an airplane a week from Thursday. I have never been on one, but theres a first time for everything. I miss my friends right now. Some are not too far away to hang out with, but others are either far away or are moving that way. Life changes. Nothing stays the same. That is one thing that I have learned during my 26 years of existance. You may think that you have everything figured out but then you don't. Sometimes its not good, sometimes it is. We get ourselves in a lot of situations, but sometimes God steps in and turns that just a little and tweaks things and the coming out is a whole lot better than the going in. I know that I am not perfect. I know that I have spent plenty of time running from God. I had a time when I pretty much hated God. I hated him for a place that me and my own actions had gotten me in. God never leaves us. We are the ones who walk away. No matter where we go he is there. Psalm 139 tells us this. This has been very rambling, sorry bout that. This is what has been on my heart. Im gonna keep goin...
So yeah having hate in your heart is a very bad thing. Hating people and just having a total disdain for them only eats you up. The other party doesnt care, they are probably moving on with their life and dont worry about you any more. Its better to move on and forget things and let it go. We have to learn to let go of things. We have to put things down and get rid of them. We cant treat this stuff like a backpack where we can take it off and put it on when we feel like it. Give it up to God. Our sins and transgressions are from as far as the east and west when we give them to God. Okay... Im out. Got to do work tomorrow. Peace, love and handgrenades.
Willis A.
