This past week was the best week of my summer up to this point.  I took a very much needed week off from work, and I went to middle Tennessee to visit some friends.  I don't know what I expected or wanted.  I just went hoping to just relax and not think quite so much.  And for the most part this is what I got.  Although I did sit and talk out some stuff that is happening in my life.  Its good to know that even though everything is falling down around your ears, people still care and love you.  That's one thing I learned this week.  I am loved.  I just hope I am half the friend that my friends are...

This last week I have been floating, just kinda adrift.  Not sure of where I am.  I have totally lost my bearings.

I am sitting here with so much on my mind.  I am confused and bothered by so much stuff right now.  Most of it has to do with the world we in which we live, in general.  I just want to yell.  I want to walk outside and scream at the top of my lungs, but I know that wont make anything better.  It wont fix anything.  I wont have a great relief from this stress and everything else that I am feeling.  I would like to punch a kitten. I want the world to be right.  I want Doc Brown to come running up to be with plutonium, a flux capacitor and a DeLoreon DMC-12...