3 words.  I heard/read them the first time in a long time the other night... I know everything isn't all better, but that is a start.

Music.... I love music.  This was gonna be a post all about how the music that I listen to is better than what you listen to...  but that's not right.  That is kinda mean.  Just listen to whatever you want to.  Listen to what makes you happy.  If Taylor Swift and other over produced stuff makes you happy, well, listen to it.  To each their own...  I know that I am a music snob and I get kinda bothered when bands that I like hit it big and change their sound,.. but that is not a way to be.  Music is awesome... I love music...

All I want is one thing.  One thing in this entire world.  She has her dreams and wants and needs and I have mine.  She is fulfilling her's.  Mine are taking longer than anticipated and it is no one's fault but my own.  This is so much harder than anything else in my life.  I am lost and doing what I have to.  I have to do school, I have to graduate.  That is what I have got to do right now.  Maybe once that is done, everything will fall back into place. I pray that it does.  One thing... I could have absolutely nothing in life and still be utterly happy.