I can not express how glad I am that school is back in session.  Right now it is all that matters.  School.  Finishing school, getting a job.  That is what I have got to do.  Even if at times I feel that everything is falling down around my ears and no one really understands, I have to finish this.   I guess I have got no excuse not to now.  I have no distractions.  I have no one competing for my time.  So I will finish.  I will finish strong.  It will be a good semester.  Somewhere everything will make sense and come clear, but I cant worry now.  I cannot dwell on everything.  Life is good and I am living it.  Everything is goin to be alright.