You ever felt like crap and felt like the whole world is falling apart?  That is how I have been feeling lately.  Things have changed and well, they are not what I expected them to be at this point.  I know that they will be better.  I know that one day the ache in my chest and head will be gone.  The anxiety and worries will disappear.  Right now it is a hard go, but one day everything will be alright.  A few minutes ago I got to thinking about a friend.  He is going through many things right now.  His struggles are so much greater than mine.  I really feel for the guy and I pray for him daily.  I know it may sound bad but I look at him and am thankful that I am not going through what he is.